Saturday, December 8, 2007

I'm falling apart

I just don't know what to do anymore. My world seems to be at its highest point and then something happens. But I see that its b/c I let it happen. I let the enmy get to me. to just be like a open taregt, b/c I don't put my spiritual armor on everyday. There is so many excuses why.
One of which I've noticed is that sometimes I care what people think of me. I seriously thought about it today, how i don't really care what people think about what I wear, but yet I'm scared of what they'll think. How could I be so dumb? They already think I'm weird b/c of they way I dress..so why not give them an actual reason?

So my challenge for myself this week is to not conform!!!
Not just that, but to take a stand. To truly be weird!!!

In th end I will be the one thats happy!! The one sitting on my daddy's lap, telling him about my day.

God bless you this week!!!
I'll be praying!


1 comment:

Kaysie said...

Hello Gloria,
I found your blog through Heather's blog "Emotional Purity".
You seem to have a great heart for God...keep seeking Him. :)

About this post...I too have a hard time valuing others opinions more than God's. But you are right, we musn't conform.

I will visit back again.
In Christ,
Kaysie

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